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YMonday, June 27, 2005
met up with jaclyn and alicia today. we ended up watching madagascar. i think we are such ulu people, who only JUST watched the show. it was hilarious so now i understand why people say its good
oh well, didn't get to meet their ICY TOMATO friend. i want to be squishy potato. lolx. or smashed brocolli. or maybe saucy ketchup. aargh i could go on forever.
regina says i look like a boy and can join that W*N*I gang. like excuse me !! i don't want ! haha.
i realised that when you try so hard to ACCIDENTALLY MEET SOMEONE at a place that you think he would be in, you never get to because fate just never allows it i guess. haha
and i am starting to feel the stress. cos i SUCK like
BIG BIG BIG TIME !! at biology. dammit. blah and now janica started this COUNTDOWN TO THE PRELIMS> which is in like 70 days. so tomorrow will be 69 days to prelims. and in two weeks time it'll be about 55 days to prelims. NUMBERS are horrid. gets you jittery and your adrenaline pumping. maybe thats why A.maths is so exciting. hmmm
we had PE today, and we jogged till our legs were jelly. like we only jogged 2 Rounds. how much more unfit can we get. and the best is that ms tan just got us off jogging cos she wants to have extra lessons with us. how much fatter are we going to get. maybe thats why the canteen is strictly only going to sell fried stuff and cream biscuits on THURSDAYS>> ... haha
i seem like such a busy person huh ...
i feel like such a lazy ass. but i will get my BUTT OFF THIS CHAIR AND GO EAT NOW ! bbye !!
YThursday, June 16, 2005
was supposed to meet her at twelve and i woke up at twelve. oopx.
we went to eat at popeye's and they serve very weird food there. the coleslaw has pickes in it which makes it taste sourish ! and the mashed potatoes have funny floating stuff in the gravy. the only thing that tastes yummy is the fries/ tastes like the ones from A&W. yupp. i miss the old times. ~reminisce. heh heh.
YWednesday, June 15, 2005
Congratulations shuyan, you are...
You are a happy happy person. Either that or you hide your depression very well. You are so hyperactively happy you'll probably be overqualified if you were to work as Ronald for McDonald's. You don't bottle your happiness. You go out of your way to make people laugh, even if that means making them a photocopy of your naked ass.
YTuesday, June 14, 2005
heh heh aren't they cute. the best part is they play PERCUSSION instruments ! so cute right. tsk tsk. but they speak in super high pitched voices which are even worse than mine. lolx and its so difficult to hear what they are saying. but its so funny. but can't beat naruto ! whee
today's band was amusing. seems like such a long time since i went and i felt so detached but we ended up doing our homework in the store room. the fan there is too efficient already. was like blowing my papers all over the place. later jiejie and i went to ntuc and she didn't have any money ! thats like worse than me. so i spent my last fourteen dollars paying for the stuff we bought. tomatoes, lettuce, ham and fruit juice. shopping with my mother is better haha. then we couldn't resist buying this cool GOLDEN CHICKEN coin bank for my mother. heh heh its our family effort to be more thrifty. heh.
we bought MIRMO vcd to watch !!
its very funny i tell you can't stop laughing shall put some photos
YMonday, June 13, 2005
la la la .,. i'm bored. i need a new entertainer !
know what.. i miss jaryl. i don't know why. i just think i'm very stupid but bah i guess he won't want to go back yah. sighs maybe too many things happening at the same time clogged up my mind and made me unable to think. either way it was a stupid way to end it. the best part is that his rose hasn't even dried up yet. its still hanging to dry at my window. so when i'm doing my homework at night and everyone else is probably asleep i think how dumb i am. and i feel like crying but i told arica that it was stupid to cry over some guy and that i wouldn't. so all i can do is try my best..
maybe i think too much, expect too much, been hurt too much ... maybe the problem is just me.. yes yes i think it is.
anyway. i just miss you for some reason i can't explain
if only.. i didn't think about you so much, if only i wasn't so alone. if only i could throw the rose away but i just can't bear to.
anyway. here's a story, its quite amusing..
recall my first time with a condom....I was 16 or
so. I went in to
buy a package of condoms. There was a beautiful
woman behind the
counter and, she could see that I was new at it.
She handed me the package and asked if I knew
how to wear one.
I honestly answered, "No."
So she unwrapped the package, took one out, and
slipped over her
thumb. She cautioned me to make sure it was on
tight and secure. I
apparently still looked confused so, she looked all
around the store.
It was empty. She said, "Just a minute," and
walked to the door and
locked it.
Taking my hand, she led me into the back room,
unbuttoned her blouse,
and removed it. She unhooked her bra and laid it
aside. She asked,
"Do these excite you?"
Well, I was SO dumb-struck that all I could do was
nod my head.
She then said it was time to slip the condom on.
As I was slipping it
on, she dropped her skirt, removed her panties,
and laid down on a
desk.
"Well, come on," she said, "we don't have much
time."
So I climbed on her. It was so wonderful that,
unfortunately, I could
no longer hold back and..........POW, I was done
within a few minutes.
She looked at me with a frown. "Did you put that
condom on?" I
said, "I sure did," and held up my thumb to show
her.
*Pass this on or You will End up Pregnant By the
End of the Year*
YSunday, June 12, 2005
i really hoped that we would work out. and i really liked you. but maybe its just not meant to be. hah sighs maybe one day..
everyone seems to be sad today. even my best friend jingming having problems with his girlfriend. but i'm sure he's over it already. and my plastic ! sighs. she's really hurt badly man. i feel sad for her too which is quite rare // like her love story really very very touching. since k1 eh. can you believe it ??!! wow. i only remember one girl from kindergarten.. lolx
i hope everything goes well for her. just let fate decide what will happen yah. the best advice is to follow your heart. yupps. i thought alot about it on the bus home and then i decided that i had to do it. i can't believe it would have hurt me that much and that i couldn't stop the tears because i always believed myself to be strong and unbreakable. yupp but who knows. life is such a biatch. you can never predict what is going to happen. i just hope you will be ok. and i think you will cos you never seemed to care anyway. even these past err.. 5 days ??
at least i won't get hurt if i'm single. i think. nevermind. one day i will find someone who truly loves me. and yes i believe he's somewhere out there its just that i haven't found him yet.
anyway. enough with the sappy stuff.. homework still seems to be ONE BIG PILE ! when will i ever finish with it. like four papers each. think we're some machines or something. nvm i shall try my best. i will not waste the last two weeks of the holidays !! i must REVISE AND WORK HARD> hoho
its during times when i feel most down that i realise i do have friends who care. just now was feeling down so i went to meet jingyuan. haha. he very nice eh. just finished competition still come pei wo. although we didn't talk much. its just nice lar. haha ate hawaiin pizza and he very funny. don't eat the pineapple cos its sour. hahas. very amusing. so now i owe him his birthday present. since like january lar. i don't even remember what date it is exactly lolx but nvm. he's nice shall find him a nice present.
its like 2 plus in the morning. like don't really feel like sleeping. still thinking about you .. do you know ?? have you even thought about me ?? guess not huh.
blah. baoyue very farnie. she was telling me what kenji very flirty. hah. i never even would have thought he was los. hahas.. but so funny lar. what roll eyes at him. *grins
i'm just so lucky to have so many friends who care like my number one TRIXIE and jingming and baoyue and my hong dear dear. yay.. really wonder what life would be without them and everyone else ..
YFriday, June 10, 2005
aaargh. so much to blog about so little time. i'm so dark and i'm going sentosa again on tuesday !! whoo hoo.. so long never go out with cherilyn and colleen. but we will have lots of fun and i won'tlet people box colleen. hurr hurr. X) now i know what to do already i shall update more next time.