YSunday, June 12, 2005
i really hoped that we would work out. and i really liked you. but maybe its just not meant to be. hah sighs maybe one day.. everyone seems to be sad today. even my best friend jingming having problems with his girlfriend. but i'm sure he's over it already. and my plastic ! sighs. she's really hurt badly man. i feel sad for her too which is quite rare // like her love story really very very touching. since k1 eh. can you believe it ??!! wow. i only remember one girl from kindergarten.. lolx i hope everything goes well for her. just let fate decide what will happen yah. the best advice is to follow your heart. yupps. i thought alot about it on the bus home and then i decided that i had to do it. i can't believe it would have hurt me that much and that i couldn't stop the tears because i always believed myself to be strong and unbreakable. yupp but who knows. life is such a biatch. you can never predict what is going to happen. i just hope you will be ok. and i think you will cos you never seemed to care anyway. even these past err.. 5 days ?? at least i won't get hurt if i'm single. i think. nevermind. one day i will find someone who truly loves me. and yes i believe he's somewhere out there its just that i haven't found him yet. anyway. enough with the sappy stuff.. homework still seems to be ONE BIG PILE ! when will i ever finish with it. like four papers each. think we're some machines or something. nvm i shall try my best. i will not waste the last two weeks of the holidays !! i must REVISE AND WORK HARD> hoho its during times when i feel most down that i realise i do have friends who care. just now was feeling down so i went to meet jingyuan. haha. he very nice eh. just finished competition still come pei wo. although we didn't talk much. its just nice lar. haha ate hawaiin pizza and he very funny. don't eat the pineapple cos its sour. hahas. very amusing. so now i owe him his birthday present. since like january lar. i don't even remember what date it is exactly lolx but nvm. he's nice shall find him a nice present. its like 2 plus in the morning. like don't really feel like sleeping. still thinking about you .. do you know ?? have you even thought about me ?? guess not huh. blah. baoyue very farnie. she was telling me what kenji very flirty. hah. i never even would have thought he was los. hahas.. but so funny lar. what roll eyes at him. *grins i'm just so lucky to have so many friends who care like my number one TRIXIE and jingming and baoyue and my hong dear dear. yay.. really wonder what life would be without them and everyone else ..
the greatest distance isn't between the sky and the earth but me missing you and you don't even know it.
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