YSaturday, August 27, 2005
hearing about the weird things guys do and say to my friends, i'm getting increasingly depressed and worried. will i be able to find a nice guy to spend my life with ?? haha maybe i should just find a handsome bung or something. hmmm. she'll probably know how to treat me better lolx to all the guys out there !! do buck up !! don't disappoint me and discourage me from searching for true love and anD aND AND !! i'm sick of fakers who keep things from me. who cares if you have finished studying or anything. i don't believe a word that you say. and thats a bad thing because i usually give people the benefit of the doubt. hmmm whats there to hide from the world ? no one is prefect. i don't aspire to be. blah and i'm getting increasingly irritated with the people around me. maybe i'm just abnormal but i wish i could just be how i used to be again because these few days i seem to have found how to laugh. my laughing cells have been regenerated !! aah haha. i am a successful alchemist. be nice to me or you'll wake up looking strange.
there seem to be so much more girls than guys in singapore. you can't even find a proper decent guy that does gentlemanly stuff anymore. hah the guys at the bus stop practically chiong up and worse still they stink.
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