YSunday, August 14, 2005
you can't tell the girl you miss that you miss her because you're hurting inside although you want to because fear holds you back you can't tell the guy that you miss that you meet him because the guy should be the one to make the first move. bah. what nonsense right. its just the way we're brought up right its just the asian culture or whatever they make us believe. we run away from our feelings. if i could, i'd tell everyone how much i love them. tell the guy i like that i'm interested. tell someone that i've made a mistake. announce that i'm not a lesbian. haha. i'd tell people in their face not to irritate me i'd take responsibility for my feelings. blah. things are just weird. guys are just a weird bunch. somehow i think i'll never understand why their can be so chauvinistic or domineering or bossy and stuff haha. told you guys are weird. hmmm. i was dreaming that in ten years time, a guy i've known for like all my life will tell me that he's loved me since like forever. haha. very amusing right. i'm just hoping this doesn't happen because things will be so hard. boo.
maybe its the way we are brought up. yes i think it must be. thats why some people just can't tell other people how they feel.
shoE was here with you at