YWednesday, August 03, 2005
that sounds depressing. anyway. i was just thinking how people get forced into doing things they don't like. i just feel so sad thinking about it. today's qiusi's birthday ! and she was telling me about how she sort of got forced to join CLDDS. and i think its so unfair to tell someone you can't join a cca just because they don't think you can cope. they don't even give you a chance. hmmph. i was reminded of how it felt like to feel left out and abandoned last time. i always tell myself that its not a nice feeling and if i can, i'd never make anyone feel that way. blah. but inevitably, today i felt like i was leaving qiusi out because the four of us were coloring the numbers while she didn't do anything. but there were only four numbers to color. so what was i supposed to do ?
some people are just a bit weird. its so obvious you come a searching for evidence to prove you are right. but it just proves how cowardly you are. Oh well. if people can dare to do it in public, in full view of the rest of the population, you should dare to admit to it and not be afraid that people will gossip about you. hah
shoE was here with you at