YThursday, August 04, 2005
i only remember one thought out of like tonnes of them and here's the one i remembered i was thinking about how young people who are full of promise and vitality can die at a young age before they have completed great works and changed the world. YOu know how people always say its such a pity because something bad befalls them which ruins their life forever because of a silly little mistake. Like for example a young woman who has a successful career and has been busy climbing the corporate ladder goes to a pub and gets drunk then raped, later she gets pregnant and that changes her life forever. See maybe she shouldn't have been studying so hard when she was younger and should have tried to relax more and learn how to defend herself and stuff like that. at least that would have helped her in a dangerous situation. hmmm. ok maybe thats not so realistic but things like that do happen. OR like a little kid who drowns in the swimming pool. They always say GOD has planned our life for us, and that everything in life happens for a reason. Was the reason for us to change our life ?? or to let us realise something ? but what if in the extreme case where death is involved, then should we be considering that things that happen to other people happen to make other people REALISE things. Disasters, mishaps and all sorts of bad things that happen to other people just sometimes go unnoticed by us. But if we really sat down to think about how fast the world is changing, and how we should live our life to the fullest, then we'd live much more stress-less lives. In conclusion, we shouldn't waste our youth learning weird stuff like differentiation and integration. I guess relative velocity is pretty useful in life, but other things are really quite a waste of time. MAybe they should things like how to create a good working environment or how to motivate ourselves, or how we should have good moral values, and be enthusiastic about little things because it makes the most boring and tedious tasks exciting. OK i guess not everyone can learn this kind of stuff, if not the world would be such a wonderful place. And people don't really want to accept this kind of world because the rich like to feel superior and like they know more. And graduates feel a sense of satisfaction of getting a degree, knowing that they can specialise in something. ah. i sound like i'm autistic or something, but its probably because i'm reading bah. some people just spoil my night. why do people like to back out at the last minute??? i guess staying angry is a waste of my time so i shan't rant on about trivial matters i really think my fringe sucks. i look more and more like a bowl and brenda continuosly tells me i look better with my fringe pinned up. hmmm. i shall find a nice way to pin it. i swear i will go to a high class place to cut my hair next time and the next time i look for the hairdresser called "yours sincerely"-me i will remember to trixie so that she can discourage me from doing so. KEEP THE SCISSORS AWAY FROM ME !! today was also a confusing day because i think i'm going to get a single digit on the organic chem test. I also think that i'm a weird kid. I also think that i talk too much sometimes. I also think i think too much. which makes me very tired. i shall just try to shut down oh and i have selective hearing. selective hearing is not selection like we learn in bio brenda !! thats selection lolx. but nvm you said i'm pretty apart from the eeyuck hair. lolx huimin and i swept the floor today, so tomorrow i will be in a dust free classroom which will not promote the growth of harmful bacteria which will work to worsen my cough. you can see that i am trying to type in very good english. This is to largely improve my spelling and grammatical errors. yes. so bear with me till the end of the O's. you can also see that this is a very long post which i am typing now which is making me miss 'LOST' .. haha. hope you had fun reading my super looOOnng post
i think too much in a day, which kill my brain cells and that makes me forget what i thought about like five hours ago. hmmm/ bad memory. getting old ?
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