YThursday, December 29, 2005
hmmm. 2005 was such a blast ! had so much fun. all the gays, the outings, elaine, trixie,janica,christiana. whoo. i'm so overwhelmed by feelings that i don't know how to type preoperly anymore. i'm thinking through all the things i did this past year. and i'm also thinking of all the things i've did these past four years as a cedarian. all the lessons i've learnt, all the experiences i shared with people, all the camps, all the friends, all the band performances, all the practices, SYF, disappointment, hurt, frustration, stress. and then there's all the things that happened to me. those that i would rather not have happened but have me to grow and mature as a better person nonetheless. there's also the scoldings, bitching, heartache. well 2005 has been a very eventful year, syf left us with much disappointment again. and maybe it really affected me cos it felt like everything was my fault. sighs/ and then there was the much dreaded O-levels which are finally over and prom night which was quite a night to remember. i have yet to collect my glam shots. wow it was one of the most memorable nights ever because after that trixie, elaine, janica, christiana and i checked into mandarin hotel and we spent the night doing lame things and laughing. then at midnight we celebrated my birthday. hmmm. these are just some of the most recent memories because they happened recently and are still fresh in my mind. sometimes i wish my brain had unlimited memory to store all the wonderful moments in my life so that when i'm fifty years old i'll still remember all the details and when i'm an old grandmother i'll be able to tell my grandchildren all my fascinating experiences as a secondary school student and they'll be so amazed and interested by my stories which i hope children of their generation will appreciate. or they could invent the pensieve thing like in harry potter so that i'll be able to look at any of my past experiences at will heh although i know it'll never really happen unless i invent it ! anyway as yet another year of our life comes to an end and we prepare to start another chapter of our lives with the beginning of 2006, lets all write our new year resolutions. elaine's will be to do everything faster. but don't worry elaine ! i still love you ! ooh and everyone will be leaving to new schools too so don't ever forget each othr ok people ! and try not to put me out of your heart too soon. i know out of sight, out of mind. but remember to think of me once in a while cos i'll be lonely in melbourne without all my dearest darling friends. to elaine janica and trixie, i'll write often. and you guys better update me on your scandalous affairs in singapore while i'll tell you of any funny guys in aussie k.
wow. do you realise one whole year has almost passed.
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