YThursday, December 01, 2005
boo. i know i'll be fine after a long cry. hah. . and i'm broke !! aah. what to do ?? i feel so damn random now. feel like going to see the stars. aargh. anyway, went to watch movies today. fred and i. we watched rock school which sucked and then we went to watch saw 2 which was cool yet scary. yeesh haven't watched a horror movie in a long time. probably going to watch emily rose tomorrow i think. trixie and me and more cheap thrills ?? i think i get changed by all the small things that happen to me. not that i want them to. but what can i do ??? the nco chalet's over. leaders we all are yet you see differences. i hsd lots of fun ! went night cycling, sat at the kelong with susu, wanting, shahir, saiful and ihsan and talked till two ? was super cool and the night view was awesome. day 2. i went to school for band farewell which was super cool they played don't know what pride song for the opening act. i got a le coq sportif sling bag for my birthday ftom my section and a hokie pokie ernie as a farewell gift. its super cute though he can't turn one complete round. haha. sometimes i question people's actions. hmm. bringing your bf to what ?? show off ?? i'm so sick of satay. imagine not eting dinner except for tonnes of satay. lolx ah. i'm like not typing sense here and my fingers are feeling weird. but w\my room's a mess !!! *screms in frustration. hmmm. i wish i could just snap my fingers and everything would go back to place. hahas. time plays tricks with me. nothing ever happens at the right time. i want to control my time.
sighs. i'm back after ten million gazillion years. and my nails suck because i applied fake nails for prom night. my computer sucks my life sucks. everything sucks. i knew things could never be so perfect because i don't live in a fairytale and i'm not a princess with a fairy godmother to grant all my wishes much as i'd like to be.
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