YFriday, January 27, 2006
u do realise that this is the PERFECT GUY list. and no guy could be perfect cos beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. and well it's going to be difficult to find a guy who plays the guitar, piano, drums, writes lyrics, writes me poems, sends me home, gives me flowers, plays soccer basketball and golf, has a nice butt and everything. so in short this is an accurate account. hmmm. if any one could be half as perfect as what i'd want him to be, i'm sure he'd be hughly sought after and probably won't have time for me. lolx. oh well. good night
i realise i always see such stuff on elaine's blog and since i'm going to malaysia for CNY shall do a longer post first heh
The Perfect Guy
Hair color?: black and shiny. nah as long as its not to gawdy
Eye color?: brown- i like soulful eyes
Height?: taller than me but not too much
Six pack?: an added bonus (:
Long hair or short?: no ponytails please.
Glasses?: sometimes
Piercings?: on the ear is ok but not too many
Eyebrows?: those that are naturally shaped lolx
Big butt or little?: hahas. firm butt ?
Chest hair?: i probably won't see it at the first look right
Buff or skinny?: buff so he can protect me
Teeth?: nice teeth would be good but as long as its not too horrible
Section 2
Funny or serious?: funny yet knows when to be serious[absolutely]
Party-hopper or more stay-at-home?: a careful mix of both
Should he be able to bake or cook?: i'd like if he could
Does he have a best friend?: hopefully
Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends?: yupp
Out-going or shy?: outgoing but shy at times. *grins
Sarcastic or sincere?: sincere
Does he love his mother?: of course even if they fight
Should he watch chick-flicks?: yes but only with me hahas
Would he be a smoker?: no !
How about a drinking?: should be able to hold his liquor
And swearing?: once in a while
Would he play with your hair?: err.. depends
Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time?: no one should say yes to this
Would he pay for you when you're on a date?: its nice if he takes the initiative
Does he kiss on the first date?: i don't think so
Where would you go for dinner?: somwehere nice where we can talk and laugh all night
Would he buy you flowers?: preferably lilies lolx
Would he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies?: YES!! so romantic~
Would he write poetry about you?: yes only for my to know about *grins
Would he use endearments?: hahas. depends
Would he hang out with your and YOUR friends?: yes. i want my friends to like him too
How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends?: as long as i don't just stone my time away
Would he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening?: yes. with a good night hug haha
Would you hold hands?: yupps!!
Section 3
Does he play soccer?: yes *grins X)
Baseball?: he could
Football?: he could
Basketball?: yes! *grins X)
Water polo?: how many people actually can ?
Golf or something equally boring?: golf yes.
Does he surf?: hmmm. a bit unlikely in sg
Skateboard?: not all the time but it'd be fun to watch if he can do stunts
Snowboard?: in singapore ??
Can he sing?: yes. he can serenade me. doesn't have to be michael buble or anything
Play the guitar?: yes
Play piano?: yes
Play the drums?: yes
Can he keep his room clean?: yes.
Is he an artist of sorts?: yes
Does he write his own music?: yes
Does he have pets?: a HUSKY !
Section 4
Does he use the word dude?: not often
How about tight?: ?
Would he watch the sun rise and set with you?: yes ! romantic !
What kind of car does he drive?: a cool BMW or some stylish sports car
How old is he?: maybe a few years older than me
What's his name?: hahas. something like harry potter ?? lolx. who has a perfect name ? and there's no guy called LIM SHUYAN. lolx
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YThursday, January 26, 2006
well well.
went to school today and skipped lessons the whole day. felt quite bad about it. slacked the first one and a half hours with ivan and malcolm and their two friends in the cafe. lolx. the two of them were trying to do their chinese compo. and their friend in the gomes shirt seems pro in chinese . lolx
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YMonday, January 23, 2006
i'm planning to make a birthday list of all my friends. whoo. cool right. but i'm quite a computer idiot so might need some help from my dearest SISTER !! *smiles widely* hmmm. today i came home with aaron a.k.a. moses haha he stays near me and he doesn't know where longhouse is. tsk tsk. and him and i have no ccas so we're free birds ! free to go home straight after lessons end. whee. how cool is that. i left school at 1245 and everyone else had lessons so i was walking very fast. well since i had no one to walk with, it would have been quite silly to walk all the way to Potong Pasir. so i decided to take 142 because the bus stop is just across the road. well there aaron comes along and we were talking. so i asked where he stayed and i found out he normally takes 13 but he was in the same situation as me . so we walked together to take 13. whoopie. can look for him next time if i leave school early. i realised that in life, its ok to have expectations but sometimes they should be realistic ones that are easily achievable. not too easily. but at least relatively easy. i mean sometimes i have a picture in my mind of what i want things or people to look like and sometimes they don't turn out the way i expected them to. hahas anyway i met chunping today. he's like super amazing. he can clean the house, wash, iron and even cook i bet. and he's like VERY TALL. 180+ ? bleahx. and i was feeling so happy today cos we took height and weight and i grew taller. i'm now 157.5 muah haha. quite happy already lar. the plan was to watch a movie i think and since its a monday. i can still afford. but in the end we went over to paradigm to play pool. heh . i learnt some cool stuff today ok. cos he's like quite pro. the little boys at the table beside us wanted to make him their shi fu already . so i watch and learn lar. didn't lose to him as badly as i thought i would. some games he sank the black ball first. heh
whoo. it's eric's birthday. and he's so lucky to have me as a classmate cos i brought a candle and lighter. then during break we bought him this gui ling gao which is very bitter and sang him happy birthday. haha. sorry people i'm leaving already but i'll try to remember your birthdays ok .
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YSunday, January 22, 2006
1 . who was the last person you talked to on the 2 . been crying ? 3 . favourite things in life ? 4 . in what way is a guy irritating to you ? 5 . how are you feeling now ? 6 . pink , black , gold ? 7 . wishes ? 8 . any enemys ? 9 . favourite pastime ? 10 . anybody in mind right now ? 11 . looking forward to the reopening of school ? 12 . what song are you listening to right now ? 13 . favourite soft toy? 14 . favourite hangouts ? 15 . been moody? 16 . favourite singer 17 . what type of clothing are you wearing 18 . what type of make-up do you use when going 19 . what is on ur computer table ? 20 . any accesories on now ? 21 . been lucky ? 22 . hate anyone right now ? 23 . why ? 24 . favourite band ? 25 . have any blog(s) ? 26. any plans for today? 27. how's life lately? 28. what are you doing?
phone ?
-trixie
-when i was touched in church yesterday
-my wonderful family and friends
-not replying me halfway
-excited about my new camera
-all of the above
-for everyone in my life to be blessed and be happy every single day of their life
-nope i love everyone as much as i can
-spending time alone reading a book or thinking through things, reflecting on my life
-err. not really
-you mean tomorrow ?? hmmm mixed feelings ??
-rain down by delirious
-all big toys that i can hug
-kopitiam and dhoby ghaut
a bit.. but i don't mean to be
-jay chou
now ?
-sleeping clothes
out ?
-lipgloss ?
-err.. you don't want to know how many there are
-specs counted?
-YES !!
-no
-cos everyone is actually quite nice under their a bit irritating exterior.
-hmmm...
-aren't i posting on it now
-pack my stuff to bring to aus
-hectic
doing this...
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well i wanted a new camera cos the one i share with jiejie is always stuck at adam's korkor's house. mamee decided to buy me the 5.0 megapixel casio exilim one which i've been eyeing heh .. she decided not to save on hundred and fifty dollars for the other one. whee. i'm so happy. PRAISE THE LORD for blessing me so much today. i'm just so happy. so drowned in God's love for me. heh .
heh . today has been a great day. daddy mummy and i went to little india area to eat nasi briyani then we went to funan to look around for laptops . i was very tempted to get the compac one but the toshiba man managed to convince me more because he was honest and nice about everything. hmmm i couldn't help but want to buy immediately hahas. but we decided to buy another day instead.
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YSaturday, January 21, 2006
we were playing with the silly furby last night cos it was so silly. and elana or how her name is spelt has a furby too. so maybe she'll bring it too on the next cell group if she comes then hers kaka's and mine can play together. lolx finished at like 11 last night all the way at bedok reservoir. so Praise the Lord that kaka has a car and he sent us home. heh saved me lots of time so that i would reach home earlier and have more quiet time to pray and read the bible. yupp. and we talked about stuff about going overseas and not backsliding cos even if you are just stagnant, you will be counted backsliding cos God is always moving forward. i have given up on CCAs already. shall spend my last week or last two weeks slacking and playing with friends after school since my lessons end relatively early. hoho. anyway caiping was telling me all about her ITE life and it seems super cool. telling me about the CCa exhibition thingie and stuff. whee.
had cell group meeting last night. and i'm feeling quite depressed i wasn't touched by the Holy spirit so today i'm going to focus on God itself and pray to be able to talk in tongue. anyway God is good all the time. yupps
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YWednesday, January 18, 2006
anyway was being grouchy today but well guess its just my habit to be happy and well starting off the day prasing the Lord really doesn't allow me to be unhappy lar knowing that God will always support me and give me strength. first GP tutorial and we have an assignment to do within one day. bleahx. having geog h1 lecture at 315 tomorrow. probably going to hang out again and then i think we'll have soccer. aiyaii. my life is full of mixed feelings and sometimes i just feel like crying although i don't really want other people to know i'm quite weak sometimes. come on. face it. i'm a girl lar. although i know i'm not exactly the most girly girl around or the most demure and cultured and refined though my name is shuyan and the shu sort of stands for being demure and lady-like. things get to me. like we were going for dinner today after band and there was this fat rat which got run over by a car and its intestines or brain or some organ was like outside its body and it was a really really REALLY GROSS SIGHT. i really felt sad for it although i'm not a fond of rats. what happened after that served to traumatize me even more because these crows came and pecked at its' spilled out guts. eww/ the thought of it sends shivers down my spine. and well, i couldn't bear to watch anymore but i heard the crow put its claw, foot or whatever it is on the rats body and pulled the whatever organ it was out, using its leg as some fulcrum thing. eww eww eww// super disturbing. like the stupid driver must have been really lucky to have run over the rat cos i don't think its that easy to run over one unless it was already dead in the middle of the carpark. grrr. poor rat.
today has been a pretty lousy day for me. i just realised yesterday that i've sort of been avoiding my problems for the last 16 years of my life. and it sucks to suddenly realise it
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YSaturday, January 14, 2006
well. the field was super muddy so we all became mud people and my nice white shoes turned totally BROWN !! then we played a match . like 5 on 5 again. and i fell down in the mud twice. so i went home with a muddy bum ! and i was too tired to wash up. cos it would be quite ma fan, so i decided to just take a bus in all my muddy-splendour lolx ended up washing my shoes and my shorts and shirt and my arms and legs for close to an hour. hmm. kk gtg soon cos i need to go book seats for service later. see ya people !
soccer training was fun and since i woke up late i didn't eat breakfast, and that was the dumbest thing i could have ever done. was feeling super weak but caught up in the exhilaration of soccer-ing haha
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oh well. i'm like wondering whether i really like band THAT much to want to be in it again/ anyway i played the drum set part for american pie today and amazingly i was sort of praised for having good timing and rhythm hahas. cos maybe i always play this sort of simple beats so its not exactly new to me. although my legs hurt again cos i was trying to stomp on the bass drum as hard as i could. hahas wonder how i'm going to survive soccer tomorrow morning. meeting at 8 o'clock at bishan. i hope i can wake up so i shall try to cut ay long stories short. people in band are also much nicer than i expected them to be. though the ice breaking game was quite boring and the few of us were sort of entertaining ourselves at the back which is rather rude considering the principal just talked about respecting people and respecting place this morning at assembly haha oops* but trombone and percussion are like one of the few so it was quite a long wait before our turn and since the other people are like on auto-high, we were feeling a teensy-weensy bored and stoned . playing music actually requires a lot of concentration which leaves my brain feeling tired out after band prac. well well. we went to eat dinner at broadway food centre and yah people i never expected to be in band actually are and they are surprisingly much nicer than i expected them to be hahas oh and it was commented that sas guys always thought cedarians were snobbish hahas. its partially right and like partially cos of circumstances. shall not elaborate cos its not really impt. anyway. its the weekend. but it seems i'm equally busy on saturday. having soccer practice where we're meeting at 8 and then probably going to cut my hair. and then have to go book seats at church. sheesh i'm on duty again. hahas with rodney and ron and i don't even have their numbers lolx/ oh well. mr amk. jiahao i think is going to try to irritate me over the weekend. lets see if he succeeds hahas because its rather difficult to lolx.
wow. today had the first band prac. wasn't as bad as i expected. and wasn't as stressful as i thought it would be. maybe because i already went there mentally prepared. or could be because i practiced so hard to improve my strokes and stuff after how many years of being a percussionist .
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YThursday, January 12, 2006
1) Post 5 weird/random things about yourself 2) At the end of the quiz,list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this and leave a comment "U R tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your 5 random things and continue the game! 1. i get on an automatic high when the atmosphere is stoned 2. i sometimes have the urge to shit and will tell the person nearest me 3. i dyed my hair [0-1 black] on purpose cos if i can't have my cool streaked hair i shall have spas wig-looking hair 4. i want to get 12 hours of sleep each day which is impossible 5. my greatest dream is to plant trees all day and take care of plants
Rules of the game:
i just went to check out elaine's blog and i see my name on her list of ten people she chose to do this thing since she got tagged twice and i'm going to comply with her wishes since i've been wanting to do something like this but never really sat down and put in the effort to do one
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shall wash once more later.
yeesh. i cut my own hair and i look like some mad person with super shiny black hair that looks a bit lousily cut. oh well. the bad thing is that the color seems to be running off. the stains on my shirt just now in the rain must have been the hair dye
no wonder i can still smell it
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its been a great time in sajc and it just makes things difficult when i'm leaving next month you see. i realise there's so much you can learn about people in different situations and how scandals can become reality haha. i guess ten years of being in a girl's school makes an environment with half the population being male seem strange, awkward, weird, whatever it is. it just isn't the same as being in cedar. like how people would go to great lengths to keep secrets, how people have secret crushes on others, how people would be shy to make friends, its rather interesting hmmm. my OG is a cool bunch. we're not from the arts fac which is like automatically quite enthu. but they are actually really fun. at the beginning they will be indecisive and not choose stuff but in the end, everyone will be quite ON about stuff. like on tuesday, we went to play pool. and we beat og22. hahas and today we went to eat at the kopitiam and talked and laughed. what with mama ivan and his ivan mama shop and me telling the jokes bernana shared hahas naan was super funny lar. he laughed till he cried. and pratata and masalah and me-papadum. lolx well well today i went for soccer training. they're going to have selections within the next two weeks. but in the meantime its really cool. hope i get in cos i seem to have lost interest in canoeing, touch rugby and odac. hahas so tomorrow i shall try out band practice. hope naan goes !! you won't know what it will be like till you've tried it tomorrow i shall go back to cedar with the others to get my eagles award thing and prom photos lolx. as well as pass hong her jacket which i didn't even know i had hoho. back to girl's soccer. we had to run five laps of i don't know how to describe the route. and then did warm ups and reps of training the legs, abs, back, etc etc then we had to do these exercises around the cones stuff. i felt like i was a monkey in a circus doing some weird leg exercises and the only thing i had in my mind was semiquavers. oh well/ they all said i was good at it. so i shall just leave it at that then we were leaving the school and we saw some j1s playing with the seniors so shar and i decided to join them. at least it was ok for shar cos she has experience playing street soccer and all. but me ?? i'm like a total soccer idiot. was running around aimlessly so i wasted lots of energy. at least i was trying.... later one of the j2s hurt her leg and they went to help her and stuff and some people left so there were only 11 people left including shar and i. and i had no choice but to play striker while she played defender. brrr. was trying my best to get the ball and like kick it before the opponent got it away from me. tackling or whatever its called. hahas and i almost managed to score a goal !! which i didn't score in the end despite all the favourable circumstances. it was a good effort seeing its the first time i'm actually playing soccer !! wow. i'm impressed lar. shahir's beats song don't know what thing is like super cool. pity i'm not as musically inclined. just that i'm quite ok in percussion cos we always play such simple songs. lolx oh well. tomorrow's a new day !! tra lala see ya people ! shall update soon
haven't really been updating for a long time. and i didn't even blog about orientation. it was really fun with all the games and stuff which my group only won one out of all . and had mass dance which was quite torturous at times and fun at times. and there was the disco thingie which was super fun and we got on auto-high but left me with muscle aches for a few days from all the jumping and screaming and running . and val sprained her ankle
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