YThursday, February 09, 2006
however i can feel disappointment in myself cos everyone has expectations of themselves i'm thinking if i'll be able to wake up in australia or will i just be a pig and continue sleeping. maybe jiahao is right that i'm a pig. boo. the time is drawing ever nearer . today's thursday. and till sunday is only 3 days i don't know what to say, how to express how i feel all the mixed up emotions and i'm afraid they will burst out on the day i leave when i really say goodbye to evrything to everything that really mattered to me. everything that i treasure and love. the food, the places, the familiar faces. blah. not feeling in the mood to blog. shall update soon !
sometimes i think i'm very unfeeling. or maybe words trigger my emotions and i can't really force myself to be sad or anything.
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