YSunday, February 05, 2006
was feeling shitty the whole day. anyway we went to yee hsu's house and i played the whole round of mahjong except i stopped awhile to watch a bollywood film which was very funny and i didn't finish watching it. we celebrated thu's birthday with an ice cream cake and her present which was a shirt i presume. so in the end i didn't go for cell group. so i stayed at yee hsu's house longer then we went for dinner together. and after that geok hian, jermyn, ivan, chuanyang and i went to play pool. and the place closed at 930 so we had to leave. well well had to make my way home. and my parents were being weird again. they just want to keep nagging me to pack my stuff. but they don't want me to buy things i need. aargh don't understand them lar. i just feel like throwing stuff ! well my og gave me this very sweet card and a jigsaw puzzle of a callage of the photos of our og. really appreciate it !! cos its very nice. i'll bring it over to aus and take it out and look at it whenever i feel sad or lonely. i'm really worrying what life will be like there. and i know that i will never be lonely cos God almighty will be there to guide me and give me strength . but somehow there are just mixed feelings in me. sighs too little time and too many people to meet. grrr.
sighs i don't know how to start this. just feeling veryy crappy today. dad disallowed me from going to cell group and threatened not to talk to me if i continued going. blah. sometimes i love my parents too much but sometimes i don't understand their actions.
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