YSunday, March 26, 2006
i was supposed to eat indomie with andrew after planet shakers but then shuk and the rest wanted to go get free tickets to the closing ceremony of the commonwealth games. so i was really caught between going to church and going for the ceremony thing. and i didn't go to church in the morning. so i was feeling quite bad about it. then i decided not to go church and go to the ceremony. but then i was also feeling a bit confused because i'm feeling a bit sick and i also have to complete homework by tomorrow because my chem tutor wants to collect it. so in the end i changed and everything already but then shaleen didn't really want to go too. so i changed back to home clothes and decided to stay at home instead. well i went to cook indomie for dinner and after that them i realised i was supposed to eat with andrew although he thought i would ps him. aargh. so anyway i woke up at 130 today and was supposed to meet ninghui to buy hairdrier. but then i thought if i go to planet shakers then i could just go to BIG W to pick it up and then i wouldn't need to walk all the way to city and back again because initially i said i would go church. aargh so in the end i stayed at home the whole day and practically rotted away. we watched ice age just now but the reception was very bad on tv. this is such a bad day !! i hate my decision making skills. lesson learnt : don't be fickle minded. just make ONE decision and stick to it its a damn complicated situation. so now i'm thinking its like a once in a lifetime kind of thing. like you're only 17 once. why not do everything i can. and if the rest really got free tickets to go inside the stadium i'm going to be SUPER DUPER pissed with myself. grrr i don't know what crap things are going on now. and i have such bad decision making skills. this is really BAD . boo and exams are in two weeks and i haven't studied finish. although i'm so looking forward to going home and enjoying myself !! aah . can't wait can't wait !
today has been by far the worst day i've ever had in my whole life.
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shoE was here with you at