YSunday, April 16, 2006
was just checking through my mail as in email which i haven't checked in a super damn long time i think. haiyah. and it made me feel even more remorseful. cos i saw emails sent by people like janica, caiping, ivan, fred, jm all sorts of people. and then i again feel so bad that i haven't been putting in effort to maintain the friendship with these people. sighs. its so sad i want to cry. haix. seeing how other people in singapore who are so busy with their hectic life are willing to put in effort to go to the school libarary to send me an email. and i'm so free yet i don't even bother to send them a simple hello. haix. reflection is cruel. it makes me realise what a terrible friend i am. and i don't like it. but thats life. you just got to learn how to handle the things you don't like
this is scary. my mouse can move on its own. as in my computer mouse.
shoE was here with you at