YMonday, May 15, 2006
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hmmm.. today i was walking to class and i saw him again. don't know if i still find him as cute anymore lolx.
oh well. i'm so in bg trouble. i said something stupid and i think its all going to snowball and come back to haunt me sooner or later when something bad happens. sighs. me and my big mouth again. causing unnecessary trouble all the time. haiyah. or maybe i'm just thinking too much again. maybe its true that this person doesn't deserve my sympathy because of the kind of person he/she is. maybe.. maybe i'm just too nice ?? hahas
why why why ... aiyah i was going to type my thought of the day but i forgoit already. all cos of the chem lecture lar. bah but this is one of the few times i actually understand what she's talking about. aaah i think i'm going to die cos of all the stress this situation is giving me.
sighs. but it really is comforting to know that amidst all the chaos i create, which isn't intentional and doesn't actually affect anyone.. there are still so many people who care for me and encourage me. esp people like my family, and even friends that i haven't known for a very long time.
hmmm.. i'm happy for jm cos he's back together with liane ! yay. i'm just happy for my friends if they are happy. hee
maybe i really am not very good at lying. not very good at being courageous. not very good at pretending i'm strong. but i'm working at it. i won't cry over silly things. i won't let myself get down or hurt cos if i look down on myself then i give others the right to look down on me and that sucks. i've made to omany wrong decisions over here, done too many stupid things all in th time span of what three months.
oh well. thought of the day: i think angels exist as part of people close to you, who help you and give you strength. are you also an angel towards someone else ?? i just wish that i will be one to someone some day...
i don't know how to end this on a happy note.
anyway go check out that website on top ok ! cos the website is quite cool. hee
wouldn't it be nice to have someone to share all your troubles with . to share the burden, someone other than God. even if that person can't even help u in your situation.
shoE was here with you at