Beautiful Disaster.

i'm back in singapore already. and this time it will be for the whole TWO WEEKS. nia hahas. can't wait to meet up with people and do fun stuff.

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woah. time really passes so quickly. it feels like just yesterday i was returning back to melbourne from singapore in april. two months have gone past. i'm packing my bags once again to go home for a holiday. i really miss all the things back home. i don't really know whether i miss the food and the place but i know that i miss the people. my family and my friends. that includes you. yes you. hahas

well i just hope that things will be the same as though i never left but i know they won't. its just that well... maybe i've always thought too much. i just really hope my friends back home are fine and that we're gonna spend a great time together during the holidays. although i know everyone is having tests. heh i'll be going to thailand for a SHOPPPING HOLIDAY. i think hahas. i really miss the heat. and wearing as though you're going to the market. i think i'll feel quite 'naked' back home. here we always have to go out with a jacket cos it gets cold now that its winter. but then back home bringing a jacket will seem so kuku. hahas

the plane ride home will be my time once again to reflect on all the things that have happened to me. hmmm.. its been a long time since i've written in the diary book thing that lijun gave to me. its been my companion through the good times and hard times when i wrote in it. THANKS LIJUN !! its such a great and thoughtful present !

in about one day and five hours. i'll be h0me home home !! my nice bed and the YUMMY FOOD !!

chemistry exam today was very gross. i didn't know whether to feel sad after the exam cos it was so difficult or to feel excited cos the exams are finally over and i can GO HOME !! heh
oh well.. i just feel so exhausted from the exams. all the mugging has made me tired. i came home and slept after lunch for an hour. then we went shopping. hahas. sheesh i'm going shopping when i can go home to shop. bleahx. i'm so broke already.
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and later we're going out for some international buffet dinner ! so excited. although i still feel kinda tired. maybe i should just stay home and rest. pack my stuff ?? bah .

nvm all this crazy tired thoughts should GO AwAY !! i'm going to enjoy my holidays ! yay !!
so SO SO SO SO EXCITED TO GO BACK !

exam results are the last things on my mind now. that will have to wait till the start of term3. which is only after the finals of the WORLD CUP !! haven't watched a match for the past week thanks to dear exams. heh

shoE was here with you at 3:39 PM .

exam fever !! i just finished a three hour literature essay. by the end of the whole three hours about half the hall was empty cos everyone who finished early can just leave. bah. i learnt never to put moisturiser on your hands before you write an essay cos my hands started getting really sweaty and the pencil kept slipping from my hands. i think i got blisters on my fingers already because of that.
tomorrow i'm free but i pity lim !! cos she has bio and accounting on the same day. or is it accounting ?? eeks. poor thing. i think my combi is good cos i only have at most one paper a day. i still have maths2 and chem left on thursday and friday. whee. then saturday night !! its HOME SWEET HOME !!
can't wait to eat all the yummies and to meet up with all the darlings in singapore who have been enjoying the nice WARM and SWEATY weather. oh how i miss that feeling lolx. weird right.
its feezing cold here.
i haven't been able to update for the past few days because i've been busy mugging for the exams !! aaah . which are finally going to be over soon. my poor corridoor mate yiyu still has to study for bio tomorrow. poor thing. never mind i'll go jiayou her later ! X)
yes and i feel so loved cos so many people tagged by blog. whee so happy !
and i think i have the same problem as lijoon i can't seem to tag my own board. something to do with pop ups i think. ok so i shall reply here

oh yah. i have no idea why everyone thinks i'm sad or something ?? was it my post from quite long ago about the watching "take the lead" one. hmmm or don't tell me the unposted post is out ?? strange.

krabby patty pearl !! i'll definitely think of the spongebob song and the jellyfish dance but don't know if i can dance it or sing it with my room mate in the room . hee. nvm i'll wait till she's out to do it ok . whee. or i'll just think of u the came*.. heh and i got your letter !! it rocks !! made me laugh a lot. good to destress

eh fad !! u know what. i just downloaded that song by dodgy yesterday u know and today i read your post asking me to listen to that song. my my.. super coincidence eh.. can't wait to meet up when i get back !! and u should give me your address so i can send u letters ! but since i'm coming back already i'll send u only when i come back for term3 k.

zihui !! you quite slow ah. heh it took me so long to reply u. but now's your turn !
muah haha

wennan! i hope my song doesn't have the same freaky thing happen as that praise jerusalem. lolx

elaine ! actually my bed isn't beside the window and i don't wanna put it next to the window too cos its freakin cold beside it. esp if you open the window ! i sleep beside the heater . heh heh nice and warm !!

whee. i miss u all lots and lots !!

shoE was here with you at 12:30 PM .

hoho.. haven't had much to update about lately thats why my nice pretty blog has been so bored.
but well i now know what to blog of already
its the world cup !!
hmmm i'm not exactly a football person most people should know. but somehow over here i've become quie interested in it. hahas. imagine i woke up at 5am this monrning to watch brazil vs croatia. which wasn't a very good match if u ask me. brazil won 1-0 i bet they could have done much better. and kaka rocks !! he scored the goal and i think he's probably the only decent looking player. ronaldinho is a great soccer player but he loses out on the looks. but God is fair. He blessed everyone with different things so everyone will be happy !

sunday night we watched japan vs australia.
i know i'm in australia now and i should support them "socceroos" whoo ! hahas.
we supported australia at the aussie vs germany friendly where we went to watch at the big screen at fed. square. "auusie aussie aussie" "oi oi oi" hahas. that night was so fun !
oh well . the jap guys are so cute and i can't believe they lost to australia in the last ten minutes. australia scored THREE GOALS in the last 10 minutes !! aaah . unbelievable i tell u. the guys were supporting aus. while the girls supported japan. NAKATA is so cute ! and the goal keeper KAWAGUCHI is so good i tell u.
grrr. and in the end the guys were so proud cos aussie won in the end. bah

well. after waking up at 5am . joel and i didn't sleep. we went for a walk in carlton gardens after breakfast and just sat on this big concrete thing and err suntanned our faces . hahas. i actually wore my pink monkey face pyjama pants out.
hmmm well today i learnt, never go to practical without enough rest. i wasn't tired but i think my brain wasn't functioning too well. we kept doing the wrong things. and in the end we were the slowest to finish. if not for LUCY ! i think my practicals will all die. LUCY ROCKS !

shoE was here with you at 3:51 PM .

ok it wasn't exactly very early but.. i made it to chem support lecture which i agree is VERY GOOD. i'm SO going every week next term
sighs the exams are starting next week and i did pretty badly for the eap essay which sucks. i always thought my english was pretty good. but ok maybe not

on our way home we ate FREDDO'S ! how sinful !! aaah . they have this new flavour-freddo's surprise: its some white chocolate with biscuit bits in it. yummy ! and green tea on top. ok i know its a weird combi but they don't really have green tea flavour in singapore. and well i don't think i'd eat ice cream that often if i was in Singapore despite the raging heat that seems bent on us melting.
the guys were going to play dota and then outside pong's room on the shelf i saw 'the king and i" the cartoon ! so i was very excited to watch it ! aaah. i still rmb watching it with tita in p5 or something. and we laughed like crazy. et cetera. et cetera. et cetera. hahas
oh my . then qi wanted to watch beauty and the beast so we did. oh . then ending was so nice! so sweet !
and we were saying how we wanted to have such a nice scene in a big castle dancing with our handsome prince- the prince in the cartoon wasn't really handsome. but the eldest son in the king and i was so cute
i know they are just cartoons lolx
it felt so-the old times. rewinding the tape in the vcr. hahas. i rmb daddy always scolding me because somehow everytime i watched a tape, it would grow fungus or something. i seriously don't know how it happened. but oh well. was so fun !
*next time i'm going to have a nice collection of all the cartoons i watched. then me and *tra lala 'mr right' will watch together hee. ok one of my dreams again but oh well.

i thought it would be one of those normal days where the afternoon sun doesn't make it so cold so i wore a skirt to chem lecture. but NO! it was super misty outside at 12 o'clock in the afternoon. wtfreak man . grrr was so super uber cold ! i'm stowing my skirts away till after winter ! brrr..

playing now: you don't know me-michael buble
down-lin junjie
i've been thinking about you-mariah carey

we've known each other for a long long time
but i never really noticed the magic in your eyes
i've been around u a thousand times before
and you've always been a friend to me
but now i'm wanting more

i must have been so blind
i never realised
you're the one thats right for me
the one i couldn't see

cry on my shoulder-superstar
if the hero never comes to you
if u need someone you're feeling blue

if you wait for love and you're alone
if you call your friends, nobody's home

u can run away but you can't hide
through strong and lonely nights

then i show you there's a destiny
the best things in life-they are free

but if u wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
if you need someone who cares for you
if you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
yes i show you what real love can do

if the sky is grey oh let me know
there's a place in heaven that we know

if heaven is a million years away
just call me and i'll make your day

when the nights are getting cold and blue
when the days are getting hard for you

i'll always stay here by your side
i promise you i'll never hide

but if u wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
if you need someone who cares for you
if you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
yes i show you what real love can do

shoE was here with you at 5:21 PM .

yesterday night when i was going to bed. i noticed the big bright moon shining directly onto my bed. it was so nice. and for the next half an hour i just lay there watching the moon move oalong its orbit till it was hidden behind the church beside my window. and it was just such a beautiful sight. so touching and magnificent.
the moon in allits glory and splendour.

ever noticed how no one really takes into account the pretty-ness of the moon

i just went to pong's room and the two of us finished one whole acket of caramel tim tam ! yummy. i only wanted to eat ONE. but i guess my self control isn't THAT good. grrr.. well one dropped onto his black bean bag hahas. so funny. and after he threw it into the dustbin, he said "eh actually can eat ah" *pok. how blur lar

i just gave corn corn a tickle. hahas. corn corn is my cute little windchime beside my table .*grins.

shoE was here with you at 12:17 AM .

whoopie. i just changed my blog template. got a bit sick of that one. so i decided to change to the kind that everyone has. where u press different buttons to see different things instead of just one big blob all in front of u .

eh heh .. i did something which made me very happy today anyway. i have two new things but they may make me turn into someone with split personalities. hahas

anyway. i declare today SHYANNE day. i didn't go to any of my classes. which were two lectures only actually. hahas. i stayed at home and did my maths. but before that i walked out in the cold in my SHORTS. attention that now is winter time. i'm so pro lar. i went to buy batteries. which are so EXPENSIVE ! hahas.. but now my super nice pink speakers are working again ! yay . so happy !

i can't believe it. its only fifteen more days till i'm on my way home. muah hahas. and happy birthday to sara !
oops. sorry naan. i was typing this while u asked me that silly question. ok . 1mg equals to 10mg right ?

shoE was here with you at 6:43 PM .

i'm recharging my IPOD !! and i just slacked through two days. yesterday i did .. guess what ?? NOTHING ! i slept from 8-11. woke up. bathed then went to P.H . oh man .. and then i came back and slept AGAIN. i was listeining to my songs on my ipod and next thing i knew it . it was 330am. hahas. so ..
yupps and this morning joel called me to wake up. and ... *kaching. i went down for breakfast earlier than him.. oh my. i feel so accomplished. its the first time in a month i woke up early for maths 2 tute. and .. i was so nice. i waited for joel to finish his breakfast before going to class. cos he waited for me the past three weeks. lolx. so err. kinda makes up for it ??

hee.
*what are you afraid of losing ?? -[libing]
ok i don't think she knows i blogged this.
and i still think hydrogen bonding is the strongest type of bonding. so maybe ... people aren't as seperable as i thought.

"out of sight, but not out of mind". such a simple phrase, yet it can brighten up my day and do wonders in this world. whoo..

ok got to go study CHEMISTRY !! err.. chemical equilibrium or whatever ..

shoE was here with you at 7:57 PM .

yesterday night on the way back from take the lead, we met this really scary drug addict drunk guy. eeks. my first time meeting such a scary person in MElbourne and suddenly i start to feel a bit of fear when i go out at night. before, i used to just treat the streets as a very safe place. but then... maybe not

this morning qi and i stayed up the whole night talking. then around seven am, we went outside to sit and watch the sky get brighter. and after that we walked to lygon to have breakfast. ---> ham, cheese and tomato omelette with toast. yummy !!much better than albert house food. yeesh

so cool ! we came back at 9am and slept. by the time i woke up. it was already 430 pm. i'm the best

and i just watched DOWN WITH LOVE again. tiana and i did very sadistic things to ants.. boo they're now freezing in the freezer. oops. we are`really quite terrible !

shoE was here with you at 1:34 AM .

hey heys. i've been kind of down the past few days and i guess i just needed some quiet time with myself ? or with a few people. hostel life has been pretty hectic. i mean do we actually spend more time studying to going to each other;s rooms and hanging out. lolx. and and and .. i think i spend much more time with these albert house people rather than my own family hahas.

i don't know why there can be so many people around me, yet i feel like i don't realy fit in. maybe i've always felt like it. but in singapore its not the same because i still have tita and jiejie and daddy and mummy. but then .. its all part of what we have to get used to . i never thought i'd get homesick cos i'd be having too much fun but now i know that these two things can actually co-exist at the same time.

i think it was wednesday that i started feeling so terrible. that girls can be so difficult to understand. i'm a girl and i don't understand my own species. and i don't understand guys. so what do i understand ?? NOTHING ?? that sucks. i'm not even good at figuring out what other girls like to buy or look at. maybe i just have such weird taste that i'm too disconnected from others.

oh .. i went to watch TAKE THE LEAD.. syafiq and i went and we did stupid things.

stupid thing no.1 : we paid for the ticket when no one even checked. we could have gone in for FREE

stupid thing no.2 :we almost finished the GIANT bucket of popcorn which was salted and we don't even like salted

stupid thing no.3 : we finished a whole LARGE cup of coke. and the both of us don't even like coke man.

hahas cool eh . lolx. well was feeling really OFF. and not myself and i guess the movie really made me feel ALOT better cos the cinema is dark.. and yeah .
well. i don't know. was just really great to eat the whole bucket of popcorn non stop for two hours. just had this craving. like how i miss watching movies back home and eating popcorn. hahas.

oh well. i think God sent me angels from all over. situated in different corners. like wednesday or tuesday or whichever day, i was feeling super crappy, i received a message from shahir on thursday morning. when i was just thinking of how nice it would be to hear his silly jokes and laughter. and shtoopid and shuddup. hahas. and then dejavue man. he really messaged me. hmmm. some friends just should never be lost.

ok going upstairs to watch american pie. shall not make them wait very long this time, i hope they've started watching without me or i'll feel really bad. yeesh

shoE was here with you at 10:49 PM .

haiyaii. three weeks in a row i've been late for my maths2 tutorial. last week andrew was staring at me i think and i felt so bad. he asked me whether i get enough sleep. lolx

hmmm. i don't know why . mondays and tuesdays i can wake up although i sleep late. sheesh. sucks. today we spend 75 minutes doing our tut qeustions. i think i only managed to get through about 5 ?? sighs. thats so crappy

just now we were playing pool and lim got conked on the head by ths hard hard ball thing. omg. so scary lar. gave me such a scare. thought she'll really not recognise us or something cos its so hard. tsk. guys ...

we then continued playing pool. hahas. 45 minutes for one game. how pro. tiana qi and i were doing our majulah !! so sexy.. if anyone wants to hire us, feel free ok . not everyone can do it. actually its almost like hiring two pros and one scary monster. hahas. qi is the monster. hahaas.

shoE was here with you at 6:31 PM .