YFriday, July 07, 2006
well well.. i've been in singapore for two weeks already and tomorrow morning at 530am i'll be on the plane flying back to melbourne. for some this holiday has been long awaited and for some there's just not enough time to meet up with everyone. well i agree that there isn't enough time. but yet i've spent a lot of my time stoning and doing nothing. sleeping. just switching off my mind. X(
since when did my life become like that ?? since when is there so much uncertainty ??
it's just been a confusing two weeks. and the past week especially must have been one of my most down days. i've been lost and confused and i don't know why. i don't know what i want anymore and i don't know what i'm going to do and stuff.. just been really lost with my life and how things are going to be ..
feeling like no one knows me. no one understands everything.. nothing makes me feel excited anymore. i feel like a walking tree. just walking around breathing and all. not thinking of anything..
shoE was here with you at