YTuesday, October 17, 2006
these past two days i've been thinking.
i've been trying to figure it out
i've been trying to find logic and reasoning
i've been silly
haha
i think there are many things in life that we hardly think about. i'm out of MB cos i was looking at prada shoes. and eeks. not very nice lar although SOME of them were pretty.
anyway .. today i slept through lit lecture. ok half of it. wong qi and me were sleeping right in front of mike hahas
then we had HOI. didn't listen anything as usual. and haha was laughing at andrew's DRY HAIR. i wanna cut for u !!! grrr....
anyway we were talking about beng's "crush". heh and how he is a flirt only invite girls to his birthday partay ! but so sad cos he doesn't seem to have friends now.
heh beng beng.. next week still have chance !! THE BLUE SEATS !!!
waah haha
this andrew ah .. go talk about someone.. then ah i kept thinking about what he said. make me don't wanna eat chicken lolx
(oops i'm abandoning janice)-we're in the state library and she's studying upstairs
i accidentally took this old man's place. heh i felt so bad seriously
anyway .. yah lar.. this andrew. i wonder what he would say about me if i'm not his friend man. anyway i guess everyone talks about everyone else right just that they probably don't tell it in your face.
yeah.. suddenly i'm in such a mood for blogging. i don't know why ..
i realised there a lot of asians in the state library although you can't borrow books unless u have an australian citizenship
oh well.. yes on to what i realised
*i realised it cos i saw it in a friend and yeah i think i have it too
-realised how when u want something you can never get it but when u don't have something anymore u want it instead
cool yeah . i guess we are all selfish people. we always want the things people have. and well if u can't get it then no one else can
i always thought i was a selfless person and i guess i am more or less one. but when it comes to my own happiness i think i am a little selfish and its hard to change i think.. but oh well
thats life right you're always trying to change to become better whether its easy or not..
yupp
i don't even know how we got such mindsets
*red alert red alert*
i see a cute guy in the library with an ear hole lolx.. hurr hurr
anyway today .. qi met library shuai ge. not really met but he came and said hi. and i was thinking to myself i should be feeling excited right. but somehow i wasn't. i don't know why .. so weird.
maybe i'm just not that kind of fanatical person
i've never gone crazy over a superstar. the closest was being a bit interested in a senior
*red alert red alert
cute STATE library guy has a cute friend with a pretty girl friend. haha with very interesting hair and really pretty eyes. i don't even know if i'm more excited by the girl.
haha
ok very random today i know. i guess my blog is just for nonsensical typings. like things i don't even know if i understand. saying things i don't know if i really feel. its just another outlet to express the things i'm feeling. things so small that you don't really feel necessary to tell people. but yet big enough to be able to write a long entry about. hmmm HIGH SCHOOL GUYS ARE CUTE !!
shoosh
yeah- i need something exciting in my life right now.. someone new, fun and exciting !!
i'm turning into a drag.. a boring rag doll..
maybe i can turn into cinderella if i own a pretty pair of shoes.. eg:
shoE was here with you at