YThursday, November 02, 2006
happy belated birthday to my darling chunlei !!
and happy birthday to timmie boy !!
whoo
one year older=one year wiser cannot be so nonsense anymore eh
hmmm suddenly the sun here is setting so late. its alreday 630pm and it feels like 4 oclock.
ah haha
ever felt like sometimes so many things are going on at the same time. its a good thing to be loved and that people need you. sometimes its tiring right. hahas so random lar
i figured that when bad things happen, they usually all pile up one after another and when good things happen, they all come at the same time. all these always overwhelm you. why can't it be more evenly spread out. like after each bad thing then something good happens.
i always thought that once something bad happens, something better will help you pick yourself up. maybe this isn't always the case.
ho hums..
we each have the good we're looking for
yet i force myself to smile
i know life without you would kill me
but i choose to hurt you instead
hahas.. ok so random
tomorrow is prom alreday !! ok i should call it the trinity ball. we're riding in a limo !! whoo
wasn't that excited about it at first but now the more i think about it, the funner it sounds. really excited now !!! yay ! X)
going to do hair and make up with lilian. and i think i'll finish REALLY REALLY early hahas. can come back and take my own sweet time man haha
yesterday ... was a bad day.
got into a really bad mood and i thought it was PMS but it wasn't i think
maybe i have frequent PMS. that sucks man
grrr so although i'm trying to be on a diet, i drank a cookies and cream mocha frapp. muaah haha and i felt so much better after that . heh
CHOCOLATE THERAPY
i tell you girls don't need a guy to make her happy. chocolate, shoes, shopping, pretty clothes can do the same trick. i know its not the same thing but yeah ..
i don't need a guy to wine and dine me all the time... la la la
sometimes things get very complictaed and sometimes things you wanna say just don't wanna come out. fear...
and sometimes you want people to share with you.. like you know those online kinda stuff. ok thats such rubbish
i wish i was a kite. the wind blowing me from here to there. and then one day when i'm tired of being pushed around. i'll settle to get stuck on a tree and then i'll wait the rest of my days on that tree till i slowly rot and crumple away.
and at least i wanna be a pretty kite. those nice japanese fish types lolx
in a few days you'll see the beautiful photos from prom !! yay i hope i look decent. if not i'll wanna die and bury myself in a little hole. haha
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