Beautiful Disaster.

When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?" He said "Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?" Because one day I leave you, A phantom to lead you in the summer, To join the black parade." When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?" Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me. And other times I feel like I should go. Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets. When you're gone we want you all to know We'll Carry on, We'll Carry on Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on Carry on We'll carry on And in my heart I cant contain it The anthem wont explain it. And we will send you reeling from decimated dreams Your misery and hate will kill us all So paint it black and take it back Lets shout it loud and clear Do you fight it to the end We hear the call to [ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
-->To carry on We'll carry on Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on We'll carry on And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on And on we carry through the fears Ooh oh ohhhh Disappointed faces of your peers Ooh oh ohhhh Take a look at me cause I could not care at all Do or die You'll never make me Cause the world, will never take my heart You can try, you'll never break me Want it all, I'm gonna play this part Wont explain or say i'm sorry I'm not ashamed, I'm gonna show my scar You're the chair, for all the broken Listen here, because it's only.. I'm just a man, I'm not a hero Just a boy, who's meant to sing this song Just a man, I'm not a hero I -- don't -- care Carry on We'll carry on Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on We'll carry on And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on We'll carry on We'll carry on We'll carry on We'll carry We'll carry on

shoE was here with you at 1:43 AM .

sometimes life is just great. sometimes you're the pits.

i can't decide which is better. being happy but afraid. or unhappy but brave.

hahas today went with a friend. i dunno if i should say the name* to this modeling agency for interview. its quite a cool place i must say. and pretty easy money. hmm maybe i should go too. if they can land me a photoshoot within the next two weeks it'll be great !!

any takers ??

hmm.
blood diamond is the best movie of all the rest i watched recently.
if u only have time to watch one movie. watch .....

BLOOD DIAMOND. !!!

you won't regret it. no wonder leonardo dicaprio wanted the role cos he gets to be a hero at the ending.(quoted from someone)

hmm cos i haven't really been doing anything else other than eat. watch movies. sleep. watch korean shows.play golf with my dad. yeah and occasionally meeting trix and janica. haha

shoE was here with you at 1:35 AM .

hmm..
i'm thinking of getting a new handphone cos neo's phone irritates me. like f times a day i must delete messages. so tiring. then when i finish typing the letters are still appearing. grr. then tell me that messages full and can't send anymore. aargh. can ah bish !!
not that his phone isn't nice. very classy and all. but i need something more finctional. either way i still wanna thank neo for letting me use it and be cool for the past few months ..
*hugs !!
whee

you rock man. i still haven't seen him since we came back. omg. damn bad. i've not been in touch with the world lately. not a good thing. sighs

mummy wants to use comp already so i shall update another day

shoE was here with you at 10:38 PM .

omg !! this is the first time i'm blogging in 2007 !

so happy 2007 to my blog that has been collecting dust and growing mould.
today i watched pan's labrynth. its quite good. although the ending a bit no link. but i think its better than spirit of the victim which seriously is so so so . confusing. like dunno whats going on. and i don't think its because i was covering my eyes. its the movie.
then the ending they say : this movie is dedicated to the spirits captured on film. hahas
then they start showing those little grey faces in the background. i don't even know how they spotted those faces. even have one upside down. tsk tsk
maybe i'm just a bit cynical about ghosts.

yupps..
today i went to the library !! whoo hoo
borrowed books from orchard library ok. then after that i walked out and guess who i saw. ????

HONG DEAR DEAR !!!
waah hahas. damn long never see her already lar. omg
whoo its nice seeing someone you havn't seen in a long time

my sister is crazy. the one day she's home in i dunno how long. she spends the whole day chiong-ing the korean drama. my girl tsk tsk
then she says she's better than me cos she chiong faster than me. not my fault cos i went out right
today's rain was SUPER big. i haven't go into the cab already shoes all wet. so had to go buy a new pair. then i bought those plastic type. very cool.
i wanna buy those wellington boots !!

shoE was here with you at 11:52 PM .

today i discovered a few things.

i discovered there might be something wrong with me

i discovered bugis street is a very nice place to get nice clothes

i discovered something about someone

i discovered the truth

i discovered someone is attached

i discovered i feel a bit sad that he is

i discovered someone is getting attached

i discovered i may or may not be sad that he is

i discovered tomorrow is christmas eve

i discovered i am quite blur

anyway...
today i met up with chunlei. we talked alot. we went shopping at bugis. and we kept asking for discount !! hahas. so shiok. i got a nice small straw bag for 6.90 and a cute red and white top for 12. she got a belt for 12 and a cool black top for 27.

whoo i quite like that place. i shall go there on a weekday so that there are not so many people. haha

then after that travelled all the way to airport to meet jm. we ate student meal at macs. i didn't know bk increased prices. and yeah i didn't have student card so he had to queue twice to buy food. lolx

tomorrow i'm meeting janica !!! and trixie !!! aaah !! so exciting.. omg !!!

shoE was here with you at 1:00 AM .

i just found out this video we made in albert house was posted on youtube. heh ok i kinda helped. as a back up singer but that part is not included in the video cos i think... it was quite sucky ?? hahas. but nvm if any one wants to hire me and ahbeng as their back up singer for any videos or songs. i'd be more than happy. but with some pay of course lolx

today very interesting things happened..

i'll be going to china so i won't be updating till i get back .. X)

toodles !! i'm back in singapore on thursday. and i can't wait to meet up with old friends .. whoo zihui are u seeing this ???????

shoE was here with you at 3:41 AM .

jingming and i ...
near my house

today i stayed out the latest ever in singapore. haha i woke up at 6pm !! then ate dinner and met tong. then we went to town and played pool and watched movie.
eragon is such a silly movie. no ending one. he doesn't even defeat the king.

anyway i think some friends are the kind to keep

sometimes i dunno if i get jealous of other girls. hmmm i'm just being silly i think. and its really so uncalled for me being away and all..

blah blah blah ...

anyway i got my final results. i think i did very well. although it could have been better i'm still very very proud of myself !!

shoE was here with you at 4:36 AM .

I see you by the water
Your toes dipped in the sand
I thought that it was over
I thought you'd understand
But the feeling is returning
Though time has made us change
And I understand if you don't
Wanna talk to me about it
Tonight
Oh, tonight

Cos I see the light surrounding you
So don't be afraid of something new

Time was overtaking me
And I guess I was confused
They were all inviting me
But I wish I had refused
Cos I'd been there before
And I've seen it all
And I believe in you

And if you never had my heart
I would've never called you back
At the start that night
So I want you to know

That I see the light surrounding you
So don't be afraid of something new
Cos I see the light surrounding you
So don't be afraid of what you're turning into

Blue-eyed sun shines on me
In the morning
Can't help but feel a little cold
Thinking of you

Cos I see the light surrounding you
So don't be afraid of something new
Cos I see the light surrounding you
So don't be afraid of what you're turning into
No, don't be afraid
Don't be afraid
Cos I see the light
Cos I see the light
Cos I see the light surrounding you

i first heard this song in joel's room. hahas where albert resides in haha
and now i think this song is .. SO BEAUTIFUL

shoE was here with you at 2:44 AM .

heyhey
today is the first time i'm blogging since i've been back. been meaning to write a lot of my thoughts down. a lot of the stuff i've been through
somehow.. its too much to think of at the moment.
getting used to the weather. having my parents nagging me and all . just so caught up doing i dunno what.
so oh well ...

today i went to the gym. ran 3km ok. i'm proud of myself lolx
then did weights with teo and we cycled
then we went to eat macs. grr my workout all gone. lolx
then went her house
i'm so honoured i'm the first one there. whoo
then went to holland v food centre to eat, first time i've been there eh .. hurr so cool
then went to meet jingming. ate a swensens birthday ice cream thing. then we sang each other birthday songs lolx
yupps. then talked and sat at my house there the staircase thing. lolx

shoE was here with you at 2:02 AM .